Bad Toy

I have been working on a scene with my toy for almost a week. Events made it impossible to play this way with him. Time, life, work, family, commitments to others kept getting in the way.

I lack patience, anyone who sees me in a scene knows whether I top or bottom I am active. I am moving, I am participating and vocal.

It comes from my impatience that I do not consent to intricate rope bondage scenes or scenes where I am required to be still or quiet. It doesn't appeal to me.

Waiting worries away at my patience.

I had to wait.

And wait..

And wait some more..

Until at last he had a measley two hours of time. Frustration set in. Anger tore through me relentlessly. 2 hours is not enough time to scene. Not enough time for much.

I won't scene when I am angry, but I will have sex. I tell him I will pick him up and he can eat my pussy for two hours "Yes Goddess"

I brought him over, in the car I tell him I didn't shave and he gets to spend the next two hours rubbing his tongue on my stubbly pussy. He carried my small scene bag in from the car. He stood there looking at me expectantly.

"No you can't kiss me. No you can't touch me. Take off your clothes." While he undresses I lay my new toys out on the table. He is making flattering comments about my outfit. I am ignoring him.

I am angry. "See these toys? I am not using a single one on you!"

I take him to the bedroom. I take off my clothes, I make him lay down. His dick is rock hard. I ignore it and straddle his face.

I make him lick and suck my pussy until I have cum. Climb off, lean over, suck his cock into my mouth and bite him. He is groaning. "Please goddess"

I tell him he is not allowed to cum. I climb onboard his dick and start fucking him. I am squirting all over his cock in about ten strokes. And soon again after. I lean forward and kiss him hard and then shove my nipple in his mouth.

I pull away and lay back. "Clean my pussy" He is quick to obey, damn he is good with his tongue. He is slurping and sucking all the juices off my thighs and pussy and ass. His tongue finds my clit and I tell him to bite it. He bites it and starts to move away,"I never said you could stop" His mouth is back. I cum twice more before I let him lay down beside me.

I tell him I am going to torment him, I grab his cock and press my finger against his pee-hole. Wiggling it so it presses inside, I tell him how I am going to carve ginger into a narrow sound and slide it into his dick. It will burn and he will beg me to stop. But before I start he will beg me to do it.

He is laughing and squirming and asking how I will convince him to beg for it. I reach up and grab his nipple in my fingernails and pinch hard. He is moaning and wants to defend his poor nipple but he promised before the two hours started that they are mine. I tell him, "figging your cock, or making your nipples bleed are your choices" He laughs and I know tomorrow I will have the ginger ready.

I swat his ass and roll him back over so I can suck his cock and balls. I lay back and tell him to fuck me.

He is fucking me and biting my nipples and begging to cum. I squirt on him again and tell him to get off me.

I grab his hand and lead him into the shower, showing him the grab bars so he doesn't slip. He wants to fuck so bad, he is sliding his cock between my lips and begging.

I bend over so he can fuck me and he is begging to cum as his balls against me and he buries himself deep. "NO"

He is groaning and I have pushed him against the cool back wall. I bend over and suck his cock into my mouth, sucking hard and biting but not stroking. His hands are in my hair and he is fucking my face and I pull away and slap him.

"NO"

I turn off the shower and hand him a towel so he can dry me off, once I am dry I hand him another towel so he can dry himself off. Direct him to dress.

I come out to the living room with my strap on. He wants me to fuck him so badly. I show him how it looks. He comes in close and rubs my cock in his hand. "Yes I can feel that on my clit" He smiles and kisses me. I take it off and get dressed.

Drive him to his meeting, telling him as we go that I will message him everytime I cum and he will not cum until the next time he sees me. And he best be doing a whole lot of begging or he won't cum then.

We will see how he does...

Tease

I can tease as well as be teased!

I was taking him to his first party at a private club I frequented. I had dressed him and together we looked so hot.

He was driving and my hand was on his thigh, stroking softly up and down his leg. I turned and looked at him, damn he is so handsome. An evil little grin played over my lips.

"You can't fuck me there"

He glanced at me, startled.

"You are not allowed to fuck me, you can only fuck me when I say you can."

He smiled at me a bit nervously. "ok"

And then we were there and everyone was coming inside and I had friends around me and I was introducing him and laughing and joking with them.

Someone wandered by with a bag full of silk scarves and I asked him to tie me up. He made sure my friend was ok with it and then pounced on me. It was fun, I play well with this man although usually I tie him up.

He bound me to a metal frame and then rubbed me all over until I had an orgasm. Then he let me go, I hugged him and kissed him.

Returning to my friend I pulled him into a side room and tossed him on a sofa, straddling him and rubbing my hot and lust filled body all over him. His eyes were sparkling with desire and his hands kept cupping my ass and squeezing my breasts.

I hopped off him and grabbed a sex machine. I set it up in a corner of the room and directed him to sit beside me. He sat down and watched me climb on board the monkey rocker. I rocked my way to 3 orgasms before he just couldn't contain his excitement anymore and he pulled me off onto the bed with him. He placed my hands on the wall and crawled between my legs and licked and sucked all the juices from my pussy. His tongue brought me to the edge again and I moved away, wanting to hold onto the hunger.

I pushed him back when he tried to get up off the bed and yanked his shorts down to reveal his raging hard on. Yehaw! I went to town sucking and licking and biting his cock. He was groaning and moaning so loud we soon had an audience. I kept increasing the intensity until I was sure he was going to blow and then clambered on top of him and let his cock twitch and slither between my lips. Not allowing him to penetrate me just feel my heat and wet juice dripping, rubbing so his cock rubbed my clit, I came on him in a big gush and he moaned and whimpered. I slipped back down to suck my girl gush off him and then pulled away.

"No fucking till we get home, big boy."

I cleaned the machine and talked to a few friends. Did a sexy little dance and teased a few girls.
Then it was time to go.

When we got home I could tell he was tired and wanted to sleep, but I was raring to go and we still hadn't fucked. I pulled my clothes off and helped him out of his.

I pushed him to the bed and clambered on top of him. His hard cock trapped under my pelvis, he reached his hands back to grab my ass. I grabbed his hands and gave him a stern look. "NO touching!"

I rubbed my pussy on his cock and let him feel how wet I was. He was watching me and groaning and I was squeezing my tits. He opened his mouth and leaned forward to suck on my nipples. I squirmed away from him.

"NOO you can only lick them."

I let the tip of his cock push inside me slowly while I fed him my boobs. He licked the nipples in slow circles and then suddenly he was sucking. I jerked back and pinched his nipple hard!

"I said only licking!"

"I'm sorry goddess, I'm sorry it slipped."

I slid his cock all the way inside me and he writhes and moans as I twist his sensitive nipples.

"How can it slip? hmm?"

"I! I forgot!" He is gasping now and trying to hump me, I have relaxed into him and we bounce without him moving inside me.

"No more nipples for you for awhile, forgettful boy"

And then I begin to ride him in long slow strokes. He is gasping and groaning and trying to speed me up by thrusting faster.

"Do you want to lick my nipples again."

He bites his lip and nods up at me, his hips still thrusting.

"Then stop trying to make me go faster boy, I will fuck you how it pleases me."

He whimpers and his frantic thrusting stops. I lean forward and rub my nipples one at a time on his extended tongue. He is whimpering and looking up and me and shuddering. I fuck a bit faster and gasp as I cum on his cock.

I reach between us dip my fingers in my pussy juice and lick them. Leaning away from his mouth I scoop up more of my cum and smear it over my nipples. He is whining now and eyeing up my nipples. I lean forward and rub my cum coated nipple on his lips.

"Suck them clean."

His mouth is greedily sucking my nipples and I am fucking him in long hard strokes. His hands creep up and squeeze my tits and I allow him this. I am cumming again and squirting all over his cock.

Suddenly I am on my back and he has taken over, I know he can't stand it anymore.

"That's right boy, take me now and make us cum."

He fucks me hard and fast, gasping as he pushes us both over the edge into ecstasy. He collapses and lays on top of me panting.

That was one hot night...

I love my butt

Ahhhh yes I do love my bum. From my great round cheeks to the sensitive crack, right down to the sensitive rosebud...

Spank, flog, scratch, bite, cane, tickle, fuck... mmmmmm it's all good!

Butt sex is very good.. I am happy of the recent reminder. Thank you much :)

The denial continues.. I was recently fucked six ways from Sunday, and denied orgasm the entire time. I want to cum so badly I am ready to scream and am sending begging messages continuously. I have been trying to convince him that I want it. So far I have failed.

His dick in my hand and balls in my mouth, failed. His pecker stroked and prostrate massaged, failed. His cock in my mouth and my finger in his ass, failed.

(omg I am dripping wet typing this out)

His peter in my pussy, failed. His dong in my ass, and me sobbing and begging to cum, failed. Ah! The agony!

Success is imminent I shall not give up! Cock ring and butt toys are next... if I please him... I can gush... oh please oh please oh please!!!!!!

Denial

Oh how sweet that word. I love to be denied pleasure.. for some reason it makes getting it finally so much more intense.

I have not had an orgasm in 2 weeks. When recently asked the longest I have ever gone my response was 6 months.

I had just split from my first dominant and I was trained to cum only when he desired it. I had "forgotten" how to cum on my own. That and when I had forced him from my home, and removed the bonds between us I had crumpled to the floor and experienced for the first time a love loss. I "keened" it was an intensely painful experience, and I spent nearly a year regaining my sense of self.

Orgasms was something I needed to reclaim and it wasn't until I was speaking with a Dominant friend who then asked me how long since I had orgasmed (as I was eating mass quantities of chocolate) that I realized my last orgasm had been at J's command. He immediately told me to go cum 3 times, which I did and I felt much better afterward. It took me about another 6 months to regulate my masturbation so that I was cumming with any regularity.

I have had another Dominant since then and a Master and a Mistress, and a few lovers... Master had the biggest effect of all of them on my self love. None of them practiced denial so I never had to go through such a strange bondage through orgasm again.

I am currently being denied. It is making me lusty. I am on edge and antsy and I want to fuck so badly I think I will die. I expect that my first orgasm will be a flood and I best bring some waterproof sheets and plenty of towels. Denial causes a river in me LOL.

The begging has commenced and I am ready to cum at a moments notice.

The Waiting Game

Denial is such a lovely word.

I cum at the drop of a hat. Pretty much if you look at me the right way I am cumming. I have had interesting orgasms at interesting times. To say I am multi-orgasmic is an understatement.. unfortunately this also makes me insatiable. I actually went to my doctor once and begged him to help me turn my cum switch off. When I explained HOW orgasmic I was he didn't really believe me. I wasn't about to show him so I let it drop. Pap smears became unbelievably embarrassing. Especially considering it only served to remind me of my first Dom, he loved playing doctor.

So.. why is this relevant.. oh yes! The waiting game. MMMM one of my favorite things is to be made to wait. Waiting to cum is nearly excrutiating for me. It is delightful, and serves to satisfy a deeper hunger. It satisfies a need to surrender control. And allows me to have the believe someone else can control something that is simply beyond my own control.

In short, it's hot.

Pin me underneath you and deny me orgasm, fuck me and feel my pussy clenching around you. I can feel my g-spot swelling inside me. Filling with fluid, and building until it is nearly painful. I will beg you and you will tell me no and even stop fucking me as I teeter right on the edge. Feel me squirm under you, hips pumping, struggling to slide against you. Slide out so only the head of your dick is inside me, I will reach down and grab your cock and try to pull you to me. I am greedy and have no control of my desire. I want you NOW, and I want to cum.

Slide inside me again, push my hand away so I can't rub my clit. It is swollen too and throbbing. I can feel it rubbing against you, fuck me PLEASE. I want to squirt my girl juice on you. I want the ecstasy of orgasm to roll over me.

No, not yet, Your hands are pinning me flat, I was so eager to fuck you that my bra and panties are still on. I crave your teeth on my nipples. I want you to bite me.. anywhere, the pain is another release, and this is given to me. Cruel nips on my neck and shoulders, my breast. I am writhing and begging "oh please! please! I NEED to cum" Your growl in my ear as you fuck me hard now, I struggle to hold myself back now, trembling with the intensity of my need.

Begging and whimpering, "yes cum" two or three more stroke of your dick and I am squirting, my body shaking uncontrollably. Spasms ripping through me and I arch my back and hump mindlessly. I am a wild creature bent on release, on satisfying my desire. Sparkles touching nerve endings as my orgasm sets off waves of pleasure. I don't know how many times I squirt but you are still fucking me and I am lost inside the echos of ecstasy.

Do it again please, is my new plea.. I want more.. control me.. punish me.. use me.. twist my desire to your needs.

Yummy!