Thursday, September 10, 2009

Dirty Dreamer

This morning I woke from an unusual dream. It was so hot I masturbated and came like 4 times.


In my dream I was a man and standing it front of a mirror. I was stroking my penis, I was cumming in great huge wads of semen. Each time a spurt came I could feel it welling from deep inside until it rushed up the length of my penis and exploded out of the hole. I could feel my hands (I had to use both to stroke myself) stroking my cock from the inside. WOW!


Maybe I was a man in a former life? Maybe I have weird dreams, and maybe I just enjoy watching men cum so much and feel like I am being deprived of this activity right now so my sub-concious is pushing that bit out in my dreams.

Or MAYBE (and this is most likely) I'm a horny crazy girl who needs to get laid! LOL

Monday, September 7, 2009

Holy Plucker!

WOWEE!

So I mentioned to a friend that I was considering posting on here that I would like to have a volunteer to pluck the hair off my vulva. See I detest shaving and last time I went to get waxed I was burned and bruised by the woman who did the waxing.

My friend immediately volunteered for the positon of plucker. Crazy sadist LOL. Ok it was way to damn fun. I giggled about 75% of the time and yelped and squirmed the other 20% of the time. 5% was spent flying out in space somewhere and I think I was moaning and begging.

My arousal during that time was *ahem* rather apparent and she was happy to slip a gloved finger in my sopping pussy.

Unfortunately we didn't quite get all the hair off, as we got lower and lower on my vulva the pain was sharper and sharper and (for the first time ever) I called my safeword. So strange that such a small amount of pain would cause me, first to fly so incredibly and second, to call out a red.

So now I have a small patch of hair that needs to be waxed off, that will happen tonight before I go to bed. I am almost sad to wax it as we had so much fun plucking each individual hair.

She did mention attacking me with tweezers again in the future and I must admit I am a very willing participant.

Anyone interested in doing this type of activity the items needed are, a pair of latex gloves, a pair of good tweezers and post waxing oil. Of course having a lot of patience and a rolling sticky lint roller to help clean up the hair is important too!

I am a psycho masochist lol.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Attending court

She is seated in a tall backed red cushioned chair, she is wearing a pale blue silk corset and a matching full skirt. Her hair is swept up leaving her neck bare, graceful lines exposed. Chase can see the crystals dangling from her ears, and he is spellbound by her classic beauty. Her pale skin is smooth and has been lavishly attended by her handmaiden. Her face is carefully made up to accentuate her delicate lips and those firey green eyes. She is watching him approach, appraising the supplicant and waiting for his request. He is suddenly nervous and he kneels pressing lips to her leather clad toes. Such tiny feet! They are encased in the softest white leather slippers. He hestitates with his lips pressed to her tiny digits. He hears her say in her low clear voice as she slides her foot away from him. "You have come to ask for something?"

He sits back on his heels, face flushed, desire apparent in his bright blue eyes. "Yes Ms."

"Then state it."

"I would like to be in your service."

"You would like to?" Her emphasis is on the word 'like' and one eyebrow has arched.

"Uh yess," stammering,"I need to serve you Ms, please."

She considers him, her eyes roaming over him slowly. Taking stock of his physique. He pulls his shoulders back a bit more.

"You understand what serving me means?"

Chase nods and swallows hard, his desires crashing inside him as looks into her eyes. He shivers, her eyes are cool emerald fire and while he sees passion in them, he also sees something else. That frightens him, and she knows it. Her lips curve in a cruel smile.

"Marina come" She calls forward her handmaiden and the girl comes to her. He did not even notice the girl from her position sitting on the stool behind the chair. She is naked and is that ultra pale blond, hair like moonbeams spilling down her back. She kneels at her Mistress' feet and turns her face up to look at her. Mistress reaches out and fondles her breast and nipple, scratching the tip with a sharp fingernail. "Stand boy, and take your clothes off."

He practically leaps to his feet, eager that he is being given this chance. Pulling off clothes and tossing them to the floor. Until he sees her hold up her hand, displeasure on her face.

"Gracefully boy, learn it now, you will be rewarded. Fail and you will be punished." She signals to Marina and the girl rises and crosses to him, "Like this" her voice is sweet and high. She smells faintly like strawberries as she comes close and slides a hand up his chest, showing him how to undo each button slowly and reveal the flesh beneath in tantilizing bits. "Flirt as you take your clothes off, this is beauty, embrace it." He understands and tries to take his control again and Marina shakes her head. "This time I will display you, every time after it is for you to remember." She steps behind him and her hands are light and teasing him, he is enflamed with her touches and by the time she removes his pants his arousal is apparent.

Penis erect he stands naked before the Domina and waits. His eyes are following Marina as she gathers his garments and returns to her stool. She is making an art out of folding his clothes.

"Isn't she lovely," The woman he wants to serve is watching him intently and he blushes at being caught.

She rises to her feet and takes the two steps to stand in front of him. "Marina, my chair." His eyes are only for her now and he looks down at her, she is so tiny, and power seems to come off her in waves. He inhales her scent and is instantly intoxicated. She walks around him, appraising him, light touches every so often here and there. A hand on his hip, a fingertip trailing over his pelvis. He shudders, how is his release so close already? She knows of course what she is doing to him and she laughs softly.

Her skirt swishing as she turns away from him and leads him to her chair. Marina has changed the cushion and placed one that has a shallower cushioning. There is a hole in the middle. He can see through the seat to a cushion headrest underneath. Seat of power, indeed. He looks to the madam and blushes. "Shall I please you Ms?"

She smiles and calls Marina forward, "How many courtiers do I have scheduled for this afternoon"

"Five Mistress, shall I read you the list?"

"No, settle my newest slave in the featured position as I ready myself for this afternoon." She turns and walks out of the hall, a guard following her closely.

Marina turns to him and tells him to lay on a small rolling cart that is very low to the ground. He lays on it and she slide him under the chair, lifting the front so his shoulders are in between the front and back legs, she has him wiggle forward so that his face is under the hole in the seat and his head is resting on the cushioned rest. He looks around and can see there is a lever connected to the headrest. Marina laughs and presses the lever, his headrest lifts up and his face is now level with the hollowed out seat. She lets his head back down, and peers through the hole at him. "I am going to lock you in place, you won't be able to roll out and she controls the lever. Your cock makes a lovely display for her court." She laughs a musical tinkle and Chase blushes.

The Mistress returns, he can hear her skirt swishing as she looks over Marina's work. "Nicely done girl, tonight you will stay with me in my chambers." Marina murmurs her thanks and he glimpses her kneeling and touching her lips to the hem of her Mistress' skirt.

She looks down at him through the hole in the seat. "Lets see how much you desire me boy, you have 4 hours."

She settles herself on the seat and as she sits he can see her garment has been designed with a slit up the back. She opens the skirt apart as she sits and there is her beautiful blessing bared for him to view. Chase licks his lips as he takes notice of her white garter and stocking, her lips are bare and smooth, they are puffy and pale. He is hungry to taste her, and he is about to raise his head to taste her when he feels her feet resting on his belly. They slide over his tummy and stop at his pelvis, he feels her flex her foot and run a leather clad toe up his shaft. He moans, unable to contain himself. He is trapped under a chair, hidden by a delicious curtain of soft silk, staring at the most beautiful pussy lips, while the woman of his dreams taps his cock with her toe. This is surely heaven.

He lifts his head and kisses her lips reverently, his tongue gliding out to part her labia and tastes the moisture beneath. Enraptured he dines on her pussy while she discusses court affairs with Marina.

A little bit of fantasy for you, this story will be continued.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

A purple pony and peace on earth :)

Well its official! My 35th birthday is only one month away (October 10th) normally I don't tell anyone it is my birthday, and I don't get anything I want. Last year for the first time I told people it was my birthday and I got everything I wanted and more! (I really am so spoiled) So seek and ye shall find!

Oh in case anyone is wondering about the title those items are things I have asked for in the past and I DO own a purple pony (he is cutie patootie) a big thank you my first Dom for that, and the peace on earth is an ongoing project!

My Birthday Wishlist

One spanking (if I miss count will you start over please)

One fist inserted in my pussy until I orgasm like a crazy woman.

Sexy kisses with a pretty girl (you know who you are)

Nipple nibbles!

A good flogging (someday I will have my own flogger)

A wartenburg wheel! (I covet my neighbour's wheel! Please help me stop sinning*snickering*)

My hair pulled until I am gasping for release.

Marks! (I always wanted good marks in school)

A use for my pretty purple vetwrap.

A boy to tie up and tease for a few hours. (hmm this might "tie" in with the wish above)

A shopping trip for sexy lingerie with sexy friends! (whether we buy anything or not I just wanna goooooo)

A massage.

A foot rub.

Someone to shop for a strap-on with me (I have a whole big fantasy in my head around that one too)

Oooo and I want to go watch strippers, male or female doesn't matter, I have never been and want to go so badly! (private strip teases are welcome!)

Yep that should take about a year to accomplish LOL good thing it is a wishlist and not a NEEED list.

Little Mouse

I pride myself on being what I want to be. I am able to adapt and grow and change very quickly and very easily. From standing out in a crowded room, to blending in completely. It is what I like to do and how I like to live. I recently went on a date with a man who later nicknamed me "little mouse" I like it! How very accurate, thank you for the sweet description. I have written this fantasy about this man and things he described as wanting to do with me. *sweet peaceful smiles*

She has pale brown hair and looks like the girl next door. And while her eyes are green they look very pale and almost grey. You would never know just by a quick glance the passions that simmer beneath her calm and quiet exterior.

She is desired by this strong and dominant man and he wants to bring her to new heights of both pleasure and pain. She wants him to hurt her and she is anxious to make the conversations into a reality. He has teased this mouse long enough.

She arrives as scheduled at his home, carrying a bag with only a few small items like toiletries and a pair of panties to wear home. She is clothed in a soft cloth dress that is to her knees and somewhat loose.

He leans her over the arm of his couch and hikes up her dress. Rubbing his hands over her bare ass and feeling the heat coming from her cunt. She is a wanton slut and he plans on using it to his advantage. He slaps her hard with his hand, reddening her bottom and making her squirm and cry out. Her pussy is now juicy as well as hot and he has great plans for her. First is dinner though and he has ways of making it a memorable evening. He presses a butt plug into her ass and watches her press back into his touch. She is an ass whore and wants to be fucked so badly she is aching and begging him.

He laughs and stands her up so her dress is covering her ass and marches her out the door to her car. They have dinner reservations and must not be late.

At the restaraunt everything is a blur. She is sure they discussed something important but she can not remember anything beyond his eyes looking in hers and the feeling of her butthole stretched around that toy. She doesn't remember eating at all although she is certain she must have.

In the parking lot he leans her over the hood of the car and fucks her ass with the toy while pulling and squeezing her nipples. She is crying out and begging to cum when he opens her car door for her and orders her to drive them back home. She complies of course, the entire time she is whimpering and half afraid/half nervous what awaits her at his home.

As they walk through the door he grabs her and throws her into the wall. Pressing her between the hard wall and his hard body. She can feel his arousal and wonders if he will just take her right here, right now.

His fingertips trace lightly down her cheek and touch her throat where her pulse beats rapidly in excitment. His lips are soft at her throat. She feels his teeth at her throat and she shudders. Pressing harder into her he slides down and bites the side of her breast through her dress. She cries out softly and he pulls away. "Take your dress off"

Suddenly shy she blushes as she slips the dress over her head and stands naked in front of him. Her arms crossed to cover her breasts. He will have none of that and positions her with her arms at her sides and walks around her as if deciding where to start. She notices for the first time that he has discreetly set a table to the side and it is filled with floggers, canes, crops and many smaller more delicate torture items. He crosses to the table now and picks up a heavy looking flogger.

He slides the flogger over her back and bum and the buffalo hide is buttery soft. This flogger has very long tails and they are very thick. He steps back and she hears him practice a few swings. She braces herself, and he begins.

The falls are slapping into her back and her butt alternately and it is a delicious sound as they thud into her. She stands still and absorbs the warming sensation of flogger as he works her slowly. The strikes growing gradually harder and as they climb higher she giggles.

She always laughs when she is being flogged now, and she tries not to but it only makes her laugh more. His hands tangle in her hair and yank her head so she is looking in his eyes. She is laughing and can't help herself, he gives her head a little shake and she giggles again. "Amused are you?" She tries to stop and can't so tells him "It tickles, more please?"

A low growl from his throat and he picks up a quirt. He starts lashing at her with it as he walks around her. Butt, back, boobs, belly, thighs. She is no laughing nearly hysterically and he is striking her so hard that welts are forming. He steps back to admire the marks. She raises her hands and clasps them behind her head, thrusting breasts towards him. "Please Sir, may I have some more" She does her best "Oliver" impression and giggles loudly. She catches a glimpse of a smile before he growls and lunges back at her. She is in heaven!

He tosses the quirt aside and picks up a crop. He starts beating her with it in hard strokes that fall randomly. Stopping only to grab her breasts and squeeze them tight in his fist until she is squealing and that gleam has lit her eyes. She is like a starved creature he has only begun to feed. He tells her to bend over and he pulls the plug from her ass. He strokes the crop hard against her ass "When you quit laughing and start crying I will fuck that lovely round ass." Oh he is cruel and she turns her head to look over her shoulder and sticks her tongue out at him "When do we get started?" She laughs and he steps in front of her and slaps her across the face hard. "Now"

He picks up the cane and aims for her thighs, strokes start hard and stay that way and she is squirming and moving and trying to get away now. Her laughter is still coming in occasional bursts but mostly it is gasping and startled cries as his cane takes advantage of the various targets her squirming allows. She is crying out and bits of mirth bubble out of her in little giggles. She starts turning in a slow circle and giving him targets he can beat. "Look I'm a rotisserie subby" She giggles hard and he drops the cane laughing.

He grabs her hair and stops her, his hands grip her breasts painfully as he pushes her back to the couch and leans her back against it, spreading her legs open and slapping her pussy lips with his hand. She is drenched in juices and his slaps stop her from laughing abruptly.

His eyes gleam as he picks up a leather strap and starts slapping first her inner thighs and then her pussy lips. "OWWW NOOO" She is trying to cover herself and close her legs and is pounting. He is laughing evilly as he grabs a length of rope, flips her over ties her hands behind her back and flips her back. "Time to cry little mouse." He uses the stingy strap all over her thighs and pussy and breasts. She is squirming and begging him to stop and he is relentless. She starts pouting and begging louder and he threatens her with a gag. The slaps are burning and she has no chance to catch her breath. She starts sobbing although there are no tears.

He turns her so she is over the arm of his couch and she has her ass up in the air. He is beating her ass with the strap and it is licking between her cheeks and slapping her bared pussy too. She starts to cry, sensations are coming to fast and she is on overload. She is begging him to stop in one breath and sobbing out for him to continue in the next.

She feels his cock push into her ass and his hands squeezing and prodding each welt on her ass and back as he thuds into her hard. "PLEASE" She cries as her whole body shudders and she cums. Unable to control herself in anyway, she is completely at his mercy now.

He unties her hands as he fucks her ass and lifts her so he can reach her breasts, squeezing them hard and forcing her to cum again. She squirts and he is pleased and pulls out and cums all over her ass.

He pulls her to the couch to rest in his arms and his hands smooth her hair gently as she trembles and cuddles close. Her head is on his chest and she is kissing him softly, reverence in the touch of her lips. She is grateful he has given her such incredible heights...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

At work

I work a very serious job, I am so normal it is nearly painful.

There are many people there who are wild crazy partiers and you can tell. They have no distinction between work and play and they do not care if they loose their license or their job, they will just get another.

I am cautious at work, I appear to be just a normal boring girl, who comes in does her job and leaves. I am good at what I do and confident, just not a big corporate socializer. At times it is very nice to hide away my kinky side under layers of what society deems as proper or normal. At others I want to scream, stand on my desk and rip my clothes off and masturbate in front of them all. Showing them that I am much more than I appear to be.

I have so many wild urges while at work, I have been known to run to the restroom with my purse and make myself cum before rushing back to my desk. It is fast and messy and I probably should call the mop girl HAH.

After work I can relax and be me.. mom first and kinky bratoid second. So my desires, sexual as they are often get put on the back burner for weeks at a time. It can suck but it is a fact of life.

Love me :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The First Girl

The first time I desired a female partner, she was my friend and I was hungry for her.

We both had boyfriends and decided to treat them to partner swapping. They were young like us and I honestly can not remember their names (isn’t that horrid) we let them know what we were doing and then we pounced on them.

It was dark as we had turned off all the lights and we had a few drinks that we shared; we started of necking and ended up on top of them. I was with my boyfriend and she was with hers. I remember being very turned on. I was excited enough for both me and my boyfriend!

We swapped and suddenly I was kissing strange lips and feeling a different both under mine. It was so intense and I remember thinking it was the hottest sex ever. The boys thought it was hot too and they finished rather quickly, which left us girls incredibly turned on and without anyone to play with. The lights came on and the boys sat there looking sleepy and drinking beers.

I looked at my girlfriend and smiled shyly; touching her hair, and telling her we could make our own fun. She hesitated a bit and then leaned over and kissed me. She was so sweet and tasted like mango; I thought I would die right then and there. I needed to have more of her. I pushed her back and cupped her dripping mound in my hand. Wiggling fingers into her moist slit and finding that small nub that I used to rub to masturbate myself. She was squeaking and squirming away from my fingers and I was insistent, holding her down and making her cum. Her hips were bumping and grinding against my hand and she was shaking hard. Satisfied I had made her orgasm I let her go and sat back.

She lay there sprawled only for a brief moment before tackling me and laughing. Her boobs pressing against mine, her hands were cupping my breasts and she was licking my nipples and her thigh was pressing my moist pussy lips. I needed more and asked for her fingers. She slid her hand down my tummy and dipped fingers into my vulva. She spread my lips wide, and slid a finger inside my heat. I was moaning and lifting my hips to thrust into her hand. She pumped in and out of me and her thumb wiggled my clit and I started cumming.

It was beautiful and after we cuddled and she kissed me. The boys got all macho and went to watch football while we tidied up the room. Silly boys, later that night at a party they asked if we would do it again and we both said no. We really only wanted to be with each other anyway!