Happiness is...

A brand new strap on harness.

Check out my big blue dick. I have been strutting around the house for about 30 minutes enjoying the feeling of my cock bouncing and jouncing against my pelvis.

This is happiness. I need to get my cockrings out and all my various dildos (including the glow in the dark one) and try them all on.

This harness leaves my pussy bare and able to be fucked, licked, fingered or tormented.

I will be fucking my female friend tonight. (Look baby no hands!) I am so excited I am on the edge of orgasm.

I am going to have to pop one off right now! WOOHOO!

Devoured

His tongue presses into my mouth as her hands tangle in my hair and pull my head back. My clothing has been torn off me and tossed aside.

Bared to thier hunger.

I am trapped firmly between them. While my neck is exposed he growls and bites me, hard. I squeak and struggle but am held firmly.

Human bondage.

She is holding me by my hair and biting my shoulder while her fingernails scrape my butt cheek. I squirm and gasp and plead. "Please! OHH Please! Help me!"

Their laughter mingles as he slips lower and bites my nipple and her tongue teases the nape of my neck. Shivering uncontrollably as she kicks my legs apart and he rubs his cock head on my slippery cunt. My body betrays my lust to them.

He is thrusting inside me and her nails are raking across my scalp as she tightens her grip. Her breasts squished against my back and the scent of our mixed desire spurns my passion to new heights.

Whimpering and begging, I feel her hand slip down and she pokes her finger in my bum and uses her fingertips to feel my juices coating his dick. I am in orgasmic bliss.

Crying now, and begging for release. The response is harder fucking and his teeth at my throat, gnashing and scraping the flesh. She is squeezing my tits and my nipples are poking out and rubbing hard into his chest.

Rocking my hips hard between them, I am squirting and screaming in ecstasy. Shuddering as her nails scrape hard down my back, I am launched into orbit. Endorphine high obliterating all senses excepting pleasure.

Yes... this is what I crave tonight. Come feed your desires in my lust.

The Penis

Male genitals make up fully half of the sex organs I am most fond of, with vulvas firmly filling the other half.

I like to think I am true split. I want both equally for entirely different reasons. That however is a different discussion.

Tonight I must discuss the penis.

Ah that most obvious of sex organs, I often wonder if the phrase "stand proud" originated in an erection. One of my favorite things about male reproductive organs are the various names used to describe them. I find it delightful!

We have penis which is the true medical term along with the more specific description of glans and testicles etc. (I don't want to stray from the shaft to far)

Cock, dick, shaft, peter, pecker, pork, dong, schlong, man-meat, sausage, prick, weiner, wee-wee, are al varients of the above. I'm so sure that there must be dozens more.

I like the names people give their dicks. Here are the most memorable for me.

Purple headed love warrior, yes that was all one name, he would sometimes call it his one eyed monster too.

Winky, binky and jack. Not the most original, but fun.

John, as in, I need to use the John (that was my hint to meet him in the bathroom so we could fuck) or hey how is John doing? Is he still as tall as ever? Yes I quite liked this one.

Thor, thunder, and Ceasar, the latter was indeed in reference to a conquering emperor. Ambitious boy he was LOL!

Thumper, that was fun.

Pokey as in I poke you pokey, not "Pokey the little puppy" although that would have made me chuckle.

Igor, I was informed it was because he leaned to one side and had a big eye.

Cyclops the Invicible, yes he had a bit of a thing...

Spock, because he could love long and prosper (one of my favs, he was so fun.)

So if any men reading this, or women, would like to share theirs or their partners penis name I would ADORE hearing it! Either in the comments or email, your pick.

Who knows I may use your cock name in my next story *winks*

Pinned

I love force.

A man who can pin me and force me, has my loyalty. It reminds me of when I was angry with Master.

I was frustrated. I had worn his training collar for 6 months and I felt extremely dissatisfied. He had hinted at things he wanted to share with me, but then wouldn't. He played games with me.. toying with my emotions and my sexuality. I was coming unglued.

I was desperate.

I had a ritual I must follow before arriving at his home. I had to be cleanly waxed. Clothed in only a skirt, blouse and jacket. Thigh high stockings and heels. No panties, no bra. Hair perfect, clean and ready for him.

I had to park across the street and cross to his door. Knock, enter and without looking at him or anything else, remove my jacket, flip up my skirt and kneel in the middle of the floor. Arms stretched out in front of me, awaiting his inspection.

I am angry because I am not getting my way. I am trying to think of ways to get his attention as I feel ignored. I detest being overlooked.

I speak to him. I tell him how angry I am and that I don't want to obey anymore. I tell him that I don't want to come over. I always have to come to his house and he never comes to mine. I am seething inside, my anger is bubbling over inside me and I can not and will not contain it.

He orders me to come over. I tell him FINE but I will not obey anything else. I get in my car and start my trip to his home. My phone rings, he asks what I am wearing and I tell him my bra, panties, dress pants and a shirt. He tells me I best not have bra or panties on when I arrive at his house.

I sneer at him through the phone and ask what will happen if I do. He tells me if I wear them, I will not get anything I want this weekend. No pleasure, it will be a vanilla weekend entirely. I am shaking with rage. Yes rage is the right word now, my anger has intensified and I am clenching my teeth together. I throw my phone on the seat beside me and swear at it.

I get within a block of his house, stop at a gas station go into the bathroom and remove my panties and bra. I jam them into my bag and see there is a message blinking on my phone. It is a text from Master. "I love you even when you are angry Mine, obey me, everything will be ok. ~ Master"

I am nearing tears as my frustration churns in my gut and I feel sick. I park across the street from his house. Angry that I am not even allowed to park in his driveway. He treats me like shit.

I get out of my car and slam the door shut. Stomping across the street and knocking loudly on his door.

The door opens, I can smell him, I won't look at him. I step inside, throw my coat on the floor and pull my pants off and throw them beside it. Messing up Master's perfect house.

I throw myself to the floor wearing only my blouse. Kneeling and stretching out. My breath is coming in gasps and I am nearly sobbing in my emotional state.

I hear him walking around me, I know he is looking down at me. I arch my back and tense every muscle in my body. Trying to close myself off from him in this wide open position he has me in.

His hand is on my butt cheek and I move away from his touch angrily. I don't want him to touch me! I want to speak and I want him to speak! He has not given me words yet and I am bound by my contract to obey him. My emotions whirling inside me, white hot.

He is silent and kneeling behind me. I am breathing in great huffs. He grabs my hips and without any warning he is pushing his cock into me and fucking me.

Fine! I fuck back into him hard. Pushing against him with all my strength. His hands are at my waist and I am growling in low gutteral tones. He is fucking me hard and I am holding back my orgasms.

Suddenly I am flipped on my back and my shirt is ripped open. He is squeezing my tits in his hands. He doesn't look at me, he treats me like a wild animal. I am hitting him and struggling and trying to get away.

He pins me to the floor and his cock is inside me. He is so strong and I am fighting him and gasping and crying and trying to bite him. His hands press me flat to floor and he takes his pleasure. I am squirting all over his cock and I am crying and screaming now "NO NO NO" my body has betrayed me. My passion is so obvious, and I am his to take and mold however he wishes.

He owns me. I am in tears as he whispers in my ear to fight all I want, that my body knows where it belongs. His thrusting is deep and hard and I am cumming again. He pulls out and sprays his cum all over my breasts and tummy.

He gets off me and walks to the kitchen. I can hear water running. I am sitting up on the floor and I am still thrumming with anger. This has solved nothing!

He comes back to me and has a glass of water that he hands to me. I look at it and take it from him. I want to throw it at him, but I don't quite dare. The thought actually scares me a bit. I sob and  burst into tears.

He takes the glass from me and sets it aside. He pulls me into his arms and strokes my hair softly. I am struggling to get away and fighting him and crying. Cussing and telling him I don't want this, telling him how angry I am and how unfair it is. Not using words as he still hasn't given then to me, only in my struggling and wild screams.

He has pinned me flat to the floor in an instant. Face down this time. And he is raping me. I am struggling and trying to get away. His hands are rough and hurting me and his cock is insistent at pulling each shuddering orgasm from deep inside me. The carpet under me is rough and scraping at my skin and the pain only makes me struggling more. His hands pushing me harder and deeper. I teeter on the edge of desire and anger and then tumble off into the abyss that is his passion.

He pulls his cock out of me and sprays cum all over my ass, marking me as his bitch. I am crying now in great racking sobs. He will not even feed me his cum... I am nothing but a cunt now.

I lay there crying, he pulls me up off the floor and cradles me to his chest. His hands are gentle now, and I am sobbing. He just holds me and rubs his hands over my body, he can feel that the stress of all the anger has left me. That and I am no longer trying to hit him.

I look up into his big brown eyes, I see concern and compassion in their depths, behind the confidence that always shines from him. I know my own gaze shows my confusion and my sorrow. I know, in that moment, that he can take anything I throw at him.

He continues to soothe me until I stop crying and then points across the room. There are five white roses and one red rose in a vase. He tells me they are for me. He tells me how beautiful I am, and that the white roses represent the purity and passion I bring to him each time I visit. The red one is my anger.

He asks me what I will do with the red rose. I look up at him and move away to sit cross legged beside him. Pondering the red, vibrant amongst the white. "I will leave it there for you Master, you must take all of me if you want any of me."

His answer is a smile and his hands, his roughened calloused hands, gently pull me back to him.

I am always amazed that I obeyed him even in this absolute rage I was in. I trusted that he could fix it, I trusted that he knew how to take care of me. In that moment, he did.

Songbird

We had been planning on attending the party for some time and I wanted to spend time with her so badly. She looked so beautiful and I was smitten. She flaunts her panties at me, they are the ones I gave her. *shiver*

I wanted her. Now. It was all I could do to push my desire aside and escort her to my car.

We had to stop at my place as I had just come from work. I showered and asked her to dress me. She picked my clothing carefully and I dressed and watched her as she lounged on my chaise. Her skirt hiked up and bared her legs. I slid my feet into my shoes and swallowing back my lust, watch her as she puts her boots back on.

Back in the car and arriving at the house. We wander back and come into her friends home. It is charming but I really only have interest in her.

The party is a small intimate gathering, and I am very quiet. I am to filled with desire for much conversation. I flirt with her constantly.

At one point they put on a song that she is singing in and I feel myself melting. So sexy, talented and beautiful. And tonight she will be mine.

She kneels beside me and puts her arms around me. I bury my face in her hair and inhale her scent. My heart quickens. I tell her softly how good she smells and that I am going to tie her to the pillar at home and take advantage of her.

She announces it is time to go.

We are in the car again and I am blasting Metallica, feeling the strong powerful music coursing through me. The sound of her voice is echoing inside me and mingling with the throbbing beats and my pulsing lust.

We are home, and I tell her to remove her clothing. She asks, all of it? I turn on the fire as I reply with a firm yes.

I have placed a variety of toys on the table and a pile of silk scarves. I escort her to the pillar and ask her what her safeword is. She hesitates and I tell her red, and she nods and says she will also tap on the pillar or me, and the faster the tap means the higher she is and that she is no longer capable of breathing to say red.

I agree and tie a scarf in front of her eyes so she can not see. Her hands find the pillar above her head and I laugh and tease her that there is no need to bind her and swat her ass. She squirms and moans softly.

Ah that voice.

I swat her bum with my bare hand several more times and then I begin scratching her. First with my fingernails and then with sharp sticks and after she is moaning and shaking I grab my crop and start beating her ass with it as I pinch her nipples tight in my fingernails. She is tapping the pole and not breathing.

I set the crop back on the table and run a silk scarf up and down her back, bringing her back a bit until I feel her starting to relax.

I grab an abrasive glove and a latex glove, I lube my fingers and slide them into her lips, fingering her clit as I scrape the rough glove over her ass and back. She is dancing now and pressing eagerly into my thrusting fingers as I stroke her breasts with the sharp points.

Running my gloved hand between her thighs I bite her nipples and suddenly she is begging. Her knees are weak, in her lust, and I am laughing.

I lay her down on the couch after removing the blindfold and introduce her to one of my favorite vibrators. She opens her legs wide and I am in my glory as I thrust my toy in and out of her. My hand stroking the shaft of her clit as she shudders and cums. I lean over her, still thrusting and capture her nipple between my teeth. She is bucking into my toy and crying out in shuddering squeals and I am enraptured by her.

It is not long before she is tapping again.

To soon it seems the scene has ended and I am enfolding her in my warm embrace. Cuddling her and caressing her softly.

My lark sings to me... I am infatuated with her sweet song.

Tease

I can tease as well as be teased!

I was taking him to his first party at a private club I frequented. I had dressed him and together we looked so hot.

He was driving and my hand was on his thigh, stroking softly up and down his leg. I turned and looked at him, damn he is so handsome. An evil little grin played over my lips.

"You can't fuck me there"

He glanced at me, startled.

"You are not allowed to fuck me, you can only fuck me when I say you can."

He smiled at me a bit nervously. "ok"

And then we were there and everyone was coming inside and I had friends around me and I was introducing him and laughing and joking with them.

Someone wandered by with a bag full of silk scarves and I asked him to tie me up. He made sure my friend was ok with it and then pounced on me. It was fun, I play well with this man although usually I tie him up.

He bound me to a metal frame and then rubbed me all over until I had an orgasm. Then he let me go, I hugged him and kissed him.

Returning to my friend I pulled him into a side room and tossed him on a sofa, straddling him and rubbing my hot and lust filled body all over him. His eyes were sparkling with desire and his hands kept cupping my ass and squeezing my breasts.

I hopped off him and grabbed a sex machine. I set it up in a corner of the room and directed him to sit beside me. He sat down and watched me climb on board the monkey rocker. I rocked my way to 3 orgasms before he just couldn't contain his excitement anymore and he pulled me off onto the bed with him. He placed my hands on the wall and crawled between my legs and licked and sucked all the juices from my pussy. His tongue brought me to the edge again and I moved away, wanting to hold onto the hunger.

I pushed him back when he tried to get up off the bed and yanked his shorts down to reveal his raging hard on. Yehaw! I went to town sucking and licking and biting his cock. He was groaning and moaning so loud we soon had an audience. I kept increasing the intensity until I was sure he was going to blow and then clambered on top of him and let his cock twitch and slither between my lips. Not allowing him to penetrate me just feel my heat and wet juice dripping, rubbing so his cock rubbed my clit, I came on him in a big gush and he moaned and whimpered. I slipped back down to suck my girl gush off him and then pulled away.

"No fucking till we get home, big boy."

I cleaned the machine and talked to a few friends. Did a sexy little dance and teased a few girls.
Then it was time to go.

When we got home I could tell he was tired and wanted to sleep, but I was raring to go and we still hadn't fucked. I pulled my clothes off and helped him out of his.

I pushed him to the bed and clambered on top of him. His hard cock trapped under my pelvis, he reached his hands back to grab my ass. I grabbed his hands and gave him a stern look. "NO touching!"

I rubbed my pussy on his cock and let him feel how wet I was. He was watching me and groaning and I was squeezing my tits. He opened his mouth and leaned forward to suck on my nipples. I squirmed away from him.

"NOO you can only lick them."

I let the tip of his cock push inside me slowly while I fed him my boobs. He licked the nipples in slow circles and then suddenly he was sucking. I jerked back and pinched his nipple hard!

"I said only licking!"

"I'm sorry goddess, I'm sorry it slipped."

I slid his cock all the way inside me and he writhes and moans as I twist his sensitive nipples.

"How can it slip? hmm?"

"I! I forgot!" He is gasping now and trying to hump me, I have relaxed into him and we bounce without him moving inside me.

"No more nipples for you for awhile, forgettful boy"

And then I begin to ride him in long slow strokes. He is gasping and groaning and trying to speed me up by thrusting faster.

"Do you want to lick my nipples again."

He bites his lip and nods up at me, his hips still thrusting.

"Then stop trying to make me go faster boy, I will fuck you how it pleases me."

He whimpers and his frantic thrusting stops. I lean forward and rub my nipples one at a time on his extended tongue. He is whimpering and looking up and me and shuddering. I fuck a bit faster and gasp as I cum on his cock.

I reach between us dip my fingers in my pussy juice and lick them. Leaning away from his mouth I scoop up more of my cum and smear it over my nipples. He is whining now and eyeing up my nipples. I lean forward and rub my cum coated nipple on his lips.

"Suck them clean."

His mouth is greedily sucking my nipples and I am fucking him in long hard strokes. His hands creep up and squeeze my tits and I allow him this. I am cumming again and squirting all over his cock.

Suddenly I am on my back and he has taken over, I know he can't stand it anymore.

"That's right boy, take me now and make us cum."

He fucks me hard and fast, gasping as he pushes us both over the edge into ecstasy. He collapses and lays on top of me panting.

That was one hot night...

Wait a minute

I am at a complete loss. I do not understand why people lie. It makes no sense to me at all.

Why tell me you have done something when you have not. Why lie to me about your age, height, body type, religion, orientation, marital status.. any of it? I don't understand.

I recently found three former lovers lying to other people. Stupid lies, about age and appearance. You can't change your age hun, it's just a number really. As for putting up a picture of yourself from 10 years ago... don't you think they will figure this one out?

This allows me the ability to cast all interaction between us in doubt. It is now overshadowed by your lies. Even though your lies were not directed at me!

I am a very open minded accepting person. Deception is not required to gain my friendship. Attempts to manipulate me with lies will only lead to my scepticism and red flag you. I don't play with people who have red flags.

If you lie to me, you immediately remove my ability to consent. Everything you do from the lie forward is non-consensual.

Is it how you get off? Do you fear I will reject you?

I will tell you this, if you lie to me, I will find out. Maybe not today, tomorrow, or next week. I will find out at some point, and when I do, I WILL walk away. Thats right, your fear of rejection will become a reality.

Oh and you.. the cheater who denied me the truth.. you hurt me, yes you do. Everytime I discover a new liar another piece of my trust in basic humanity just dies. You are a soul thief, stealing bits of my life, of my precious time and energy.

Are you proud of being one of the crowd of common thieves? Or being a non-exceptional person, who schemes and spins yarns to get what they want? Do you steal candy from children too? Despicable!

Ask for what you want, state your truth clearly. These are the people I willingly accept into my life. These are the extraordinary lovers, friends, and play partners that I will devote time and energy to.

Liars, are forever banned from my life.